Tomorrow..

It'll be 5 days until school :/

Bummer

Happy Birthday :]

I'm 14 now! :D

Wish me the best.

Ps: It's also National Knife Day.. Yay..

Happy National Creamsicle Day.

Go eat a good book and read a creamsicle ;]

Have a nice day. I, on the other hand shall be babystting.

Livin it up.

College....

I think....I've decided....what I want to do...with..my...life.

Was that dramatic?

I want..to cook.

I've always kinda had a knack for it growing up and after seeing Julie and Julia (Which was frikin fantastic) I decided that that is what want to do. Culinary school & then who knows?

I recently made Chicken Picatta w/olives, which was pretty good, but it had no comparison to the boeuf bourguignon that I made. Mmmmm...Look up he recipes and it will literally make your mouth water.

But the awesome thing is, I don't have to go to college right now because I'm 14. I have 4 years of high school to decide. Super dooper this set up is :]

Weeeeeell, I start school in....24 days. I just counted. Faaaaantastic. i have to wear retarded uniforms and act like a saint. Dumb Christian schools. I have zero friends there that I actually like. Hopefully I'll meet someone fun and new.

I have so many friends at public school and I'd so much rather go to Novi.

BackToSchool Crap.

It makes me so mad to see all the Back to School signs and commercials and such. Also, it makes me excited. It also makes me sad. It also makes me nervous. So basically I'm like a 60 year old woman going through menopause. Great, yes?

I was really and truly looking forward to next year because I knew that I would be pretty much set friend-wise. Until I was told that my best friend isn't going here anymore. He's going to Poly instead..

I start in September, which sucks because all my other friends start in early August. So I'll be screwed and bored for th rest of my summer.

Well..I'll write again soon. When something interesting happens!

Happy All or Nothing Day.

Feeling helpless..

I've constantly been put in situations lately where I'm expected to help and have all this great advice when quite frankly I have no idea what to do.. I know it's none of my business but people keep trying to make it my business when I don't want it to be my business, but for the sake of curiosity I go with the flow, when I really just want to tell them it's all bull, but I can't because I'm depended on to make it seem like it's so easy to fix the situation when really it's not easy at all and I just wish it would stop and we could sit down and work this out. I'm tired of the late night phone calls that end up in tears and I'm tired of having to be honest when I just want to "Ok.." and "Just keep praying" my way out of it. But I can't..They're my friends. It's a bit annoying how that works out but I just have to stick with what I'm tired of because it's not my decision or business..Even though I'm dragged into it. Every. Time. Siiighhhh...

It's finally over.

Jr. High. Finally. Done.
The whole time at graduation I was pretty much thinking "Wow. This is it. Finally done."
It's summer. Yeah whatever. But I'm finally in high school. And when I'm done with that, in 4 short years may I add, the possibilities are endless. Colleges, maybe. Music career, maybe. Medical school, maybe. Flying away, maaaaybe!

Now is when it really matters. I have to pull my life together. I'm promising to myself, no crazy partying, no boyfriends, no slacking. I have to work hard these next 4 years and then I can pretty much do whatever I want. Wish me luck. I plan on keeping this as my public diary so I can track my journey along the way.

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing--Helen Keller

Who would know more about life than a blind, deaf and mute girl? ;] If even she lived her life as an adventure, so can I...